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i'm so tired.

yesterday was hell. i never danced so much before. it's like 7 freaking hours! from 10 to 12 is ms wee's lesson and from 12 to 3 is lunch plus grad night and from 3 to 5 is zaki. O_O can u imagine how hard my poor muscles have to work? i had a plate of char kuay teow for lunch and amanda says she'll feel guilty eating that. but i dont think so! the amount of dancing we did yesterday was enough to burn away 5 plates of char kuay teow. trust me. and then i was totally paralysed when i reached home. i couldnt even move and i couldnt even lie down on my bed coz i couldnt straighten my back O_O worse still, i couldnt get to sleep coz my head was spinning like a merry-go-round.

so i had to drag myself to school for grad night rehearsal today. it was really drag coz every single muscle on my body ached. sucks man. strangely i dont see anybody having orh ceh as huge as mine this time..

and apparently nobody ached as much as i do. my dad couldnt stand the sight of that enormous bruise on my knee as well as me walking like a baby trying to learn how to walk. he'll be happy if i quit dance coz i look exactly like a child abuse case. but i dont think im quitting.. i dont like to have things done halfway.

anyway the rehearsal today sucks. the SC audience gave all the bad comments and i felt as if there was nothing right we did for the entire performance. and they said it seemed like me and najiah dont know our steps. i dont know how we looked like to them, but i dont think we dont know the steps. it's just that we cannot do it properly. what are we compared to those who have been dancing for 10 years?

it doesnt seem like a holiday at all. am i enrolled in temasek junior college or am i enrolled in temasek dance school?


i want my holidays!!! X_x

i want to...
1) go kbox
2) go fly kite
3) watch movies
4) go to the zoo
5) sleep 15 hours a day
6) do my holiday assignments (seriously i WANT to)
7) go shopping (without an aching body)
8) stop all my body aches
9) remove all my orh ceh
10) heal my peeling toes
11) train pool
12) heal all the sprained and injured muscles

i dont want to...
1) dance EVERYDAY



look, the opportunity cost of going for every dance practise is so BIG. but every practise seems important and i feel so guilty skipping!



somebody kill me please. X_x

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